Humanitarian Mind, Humanity in Mind: 2012, 2021, 2030.

The Journey of the cycle 9 through the ages

I remember when we all thought the world was going to end in 2012.

I remember sitting with a friend as the clock ticked, as if we were waiting for something to happen.

Nothing happened.

Not as we thought.

The days returned to as they were.

But I understood something did happen.

Even if I couldn’t see it.

Even if I couldn’t feel a thing.

I only understood it was just the beginning of the unfolding.

The slow-tempered way for the veil to gradually lift.

The start of recognizing the world for what it was versus what we thought it was.

Buckle up, drive past memory lane.

I remember asking an adult a simple question I thought he knew the answer to.

But no sufficient answer there was.

A deadpan response.

I don’t even think he realized he wasn’t thinking for himself.

This was someone I was supposed to search for answers from.

Someone I could seek understanding from.

An elder.

Only to realize I was all alone.

To realize most people don’t understand a thing about why they do what they do.

Why things are the way they are.

Why society operates the way it does.

No story.

No origin.

Just responses.

Short and pointy.

A point without direction at all.

Sheer silence.

Because at that moment, we both knew something.

There was no backing to that response.

From then on, I realized something important: for the true, real answers,

I must search and find them myself, for myself.

Nobody ever knows.

Not truly.

I was given these eyes, these ears, this mind, this mouth.

But it all somewhat lied to me.

It misled me.

Can’t always trust what you hear, what you see, what you think, what people say.

So I would much rather be an observer of the world for the utmost substantial evidence.

Only the spirit is trustworthy.

That’ll guide you home.

Home to you.

The true you.

The barest necessity.

There it was, the truth.

So I carried that.

Carried that with me along my journey.

Only to find many others didn’t understand.

They couldn’t.

How could they?

They barely listen.

They barely know themselves.

I watched my balloon deflate bit by bit.

Until I decided I would keep this with me only until someone was curious enough to know, to see, to grow.

But nobody really wanted to knock on that door.

I get it.

They never wanted to be in the position of being on the outside looking in.

A difficult position, but a strong one to hold.

Too many may break.

But the world is already breaking as we know it.

One triggering moment can always alter someone’s destiny.

That’s why spiritual warfare has gone rampant as we journey closer to the end.

The money and energy to be made when we all stay stuck, stay stagnant.

They fight so hard to keep you where you are—that’s where they want you.

Forever hopeless, forever wishing upon a star in hopes it will twinkle.

Forever on guard, waiting for the other shoe to drop.

An energy headlock.

Got ’em.

Stripping away your power bit by bit when nobody is watching.

Easy mode.

No-touch torture, the name of this game.

I’ve never played, because you never got me.

You may have gotten another, but not I.

And you never will.

What a promise to be made.

They strip you of who you are.

What you are.

Where you come from.

So that you may never realize your true power, your true potential.

Because they only have power when they hold an illusion.

How delusional.

Make it stop.

Hijacking the world around you to do their bidding.

A classic case of fearmongering.

I have none.

Because I have walked through the valley of the shadow of death numerous times.

Just another serious case in my book, while I’m just another notch in your belt.

Genius level.

Welcome to a life forged in fire.

Watch me rise today, tomorrow, and the next.

While you sit around counting the days of my demise.

Hope you can feel something someday so you may start the unfolding of your own.

Trust the unraveling.

Truth prevails over all others.

People keep checking for time.

People keep asking for time.

When I asked for the time: 20:30 military time.

Tick, tick, why it’s made.

Sometimes dreams are not bluntly accurate, but only a timeline to follow.

To understand the timing.

The timing of events.

To understand the proximity.

Eventually, the truth will be told.

The veil heightened enough to be fully lifted for all to see.

Only if they want to.

Only if they wish to.

Nothing is forced.

That’s why they cast so many illusions.

To bait you into complying with the suggestions.

Pinch me so that I am awake and not asleep.

For too long I was in the sleeper cell, fighting for my life.

For life to change.

For the wheel to turn.

At some point, nothing was turning.

But everything was churning inside of me.

For it to finally be revealed once and for all.

The makings of the fifth element after all four are combined and mastered.

It was you.

It was always you.

But they lied.

They buried it so deep within the ground.

Stomping on the very ground at every chance they get.

Plaguing everything so the seed never sprouts.

So the seedlings never catch the breath of life.

Never to be discovered.

Hidden from all in the shadows, so much so that it was almost convinced it was only that.

A mustard seed.

Don’t you ever let the seed go without seeing the light of day.

The glorious strength of a mustard seed.

It’s time for us to grow.

Don’t scramble now.

Humanity’s transformation.

Gotcha.

The Defense Without the Drain

The push-pull of living in a world where everyone’s at war within themselves

When everyone you meet out in this world, state of madness is like a ticking time bomb. Too much needed to be dealt with on the inside. Too much on the inside have yet to be touched. So they hold their breath and not make a sound and they bleed. They bleed everywhere and on everyone because they cannot face themselves. It’s too hard for them. Too hard to face dead on. Mission impossible. Mission incomplete. Abort the fucking mission now.

Their heart is bleeding all the time. In turn, they act erratically, they act impulsively. They can’t stop the bleeding so they look for someone to bleed upon. And if that someone can’t stop the bleeding, if that someone won’t coddle them, they look and search elsewhere to another madness. Continuing down the same maze, yet still lost. Still lost in what they couldn’t find, because they don’t even know what to look for or what they’re searching for.

Lost and confused because the journey inward has yet to be taken. The journey inward is too long of a journey. Deflect, dismiss, denounce it. No need to look there. So now I show up in the world like a ticking time bomb because I refuse. Refuse to look deeper, refuse to challenge the status quo appearing into my reality. So I take it out, take it out on others. Bestow my pain upon another, like a TV projection screen. Projected upon another that seems more believable, because then people would be convinced that you are not miserable as the way you feel.

God forbid someone actually sees what’s really going on. God forbid that someone can see into me as such. Darvo! Deny, Attack, Reverse the victim and offender so I can keep my fake facade believable. So that I may save myself even if I betray another. Even if that cost me the pain of another. A suitable sacrifice hmmm. Is it victory or is it cowardice disguised and cloaked as victory?

If any victory. A victory short-lived. A short smirk, a short smile and hooray, and yet slowly back into the gut wrenching feeling of misery. An image of victory while you constantly stack the burdens of guilt, of shame to carry along with you. That’s heavy. That’s deep. That’s a load to carry. That’s a cut that burns. But it doesn’t burn away the pain. Only for a moment, but the moment never lasts that long. So you search for another moment.

Is that how you rationalize your power? Are you really the defendant or is it I? To parade power as if power equates to loud and obnoxious. Go ahead. Tell the lie. Lie to yourself. Be the disservice to yourself. You’re hurting no one else, but yourself.

To defend the wrongfully accused without the drain. One must live and embody their truth. You cannot sit here and lie to yourself. You cannot be confused, torn, and double minded. A person lying to themselves is a person no good for no one. Because when the epicenter of the situation of the concern was built on a lie, then everything else attached is also a lie by default.

Long behold the farce. We found it. When we recognize the farce in the complexity we can identify the energy drain. When we find and spot the lie, that is when we find the cause of destruction, the drain so to speak. Alongside that, we can find everything and anything that is attached to that kind of destruction.

That’s also interchangeably to the point of defense. When we pinpoint this spot, this epicenter. Then can we choose to detangle ourselves from the situation. That’s when we find the way out. The way out to peace in one piece. Let them believe the power was in their hands.

When truly the power was always in yours. You just took the time to unravel yourselves quietly or perhaps swiftly. Calling back all the remnants of you that has been stolen. Everything will disintegrate without the core energy presence, you.

No longer feeding into the energy, into the lie, into the chaos that doesn’t have an outlet, therefore creating destruction in all its path. Only to stumble upon your true path.

These are the thieves living among us. And there is no honor amongst thieves. Leave the thieves where they may.

That is defense without the drain attached.